Prayer for Sichuan

few days ago, the state of Sichuan was a change of place... building and roads were rumble down and it took lot of lives with it...

most of the children were in school and i hope they didn't feel any pain since it all happen so fast.

i can understanding the parents' feeling when they went to look for the child at the school and their hope crush down when they arrive and saw the school building in zero ground

helps was not easy to reach there but i hope it will get there soon

from the paper today, i get to know that a hospital was down to ground zero with the patients and all the health care staffs inside and the survivors were those rest days only.......

each time i watch the news, i tears but is nothing compared to them

such traumatic events...

less harm!

recently, quite a number of trained staffs are on AL and leaving the shift with a equal number of new staff on ground level.... the ICU have been quite full this few weeks due to overflow cases from the Medical to Surgical ICU... and most of the patients are quite ill and require lot of close monitoring and attention....

rather stable and weaning from ventilator cases are slowing been cleared away to step down wards and more ill ones are been admitted from nearby countries too for treatment......

a few near miss incident had happen and quite a number of us are really unhappy but the supervisor don't think that way..... have been watching them closely but still mistakes happen and have to sit down and have a face to face talks to them and it seem to be not taking lot of effects.......

i was extremely tired since i am doing the overall I/C as i have to run the bed managements and overseen the whole works process of ICU and looking after them is really tired me out...... really knock off on my way home and really have to take a nap before resume my own personal time.....

mental & physical tiring is really pulling the my soul down..........

i need a breakway from here............