make an effort every month

i really think i am too lazy and no motivation to carry on with my own life.
i can really spent whole day at this tiny room and really do nothing at all.
i can just watch TV and do nothing but FB-ing.......

i know i need to step out of my comfort zone and try different things in life
i just don't know what am i waiting for?????
making tiny tiny steps just won't make me any future here.....

after awhile............ i just wasting my time away except working....
NURSING... nurse.... that all i am!

putting so much effort into in..... guess i just not smart enough... working hard is not enough and not a wise decision also

staying on also doesn't mean anything....

next round of transfer will just take it

friendship

sometimes, i really wonder how does ones define friendship and what does it mean?? value of it?

maybe is not friendship but acquaintances? does it fix more to that?

i know is a but late for me to realises that i have been used and my name is been used for other benefit and i still need to fork out huge amount of money.........

i really am pissed off and is a quite expensive lesson!