March school Holiday!

lot of things have happen since January and I still asking myself WHY??

been to friend's place for dinner as everyone is quite tied down with work and couldn't make up where to have a good dinner and the laughing will not disturb other diners.....

was a good home-cooked foods and lot of wine but not for me as i went after a hectic morning shift....... drinking wine will just make me more sleepy and might fallen asleep in cab on my way home, which is really not a good choice, drank lot of OJ!

soon i realised on that table where all of us get to know each other in the previous ICU and now only left me working in ICU, all have left clinical except me...... research, admin, teaching and non nursing related job........ hmmmmm...........am i ok??

beside the host's great food, we brought a Cedele's carrot cake ....... was a good one and everyone was enjoying the cake......... wanted to get a cheesecake but someone in the dinner don't really enjoy cheese

was been ask, what is my plan?? to be honest, i not really think much of it and i know is a bad planning...... of course not staying here for long as my idea and management doesn't go hand-in-hand........

the next rotation of posting is coming and wonder who is "moving" out?? with the huge amount of in flow of new staffs will cause few of middle senior staffs to be "move" out....

those extreme senior "senior" staffs will never be "move".................

change is good..... that what we are been told of but the process is a scarring feeling.....

must have strong adaptation skills......

nothing is forever.......

will never know if the "new" is suitable until we try it.........