this week is my AL and i actually have no plan of going overseas if not for the constraint of financial that i am having..... not really that i can't afford it
just that is always good to have some save as no one know when the stormy days will be arriving'
of course is not that i am having a potential "golden handshake" type of job
don't get me wrong, i really enjoy traveling and really wish to see the world like my friend Frederick but i am not as brave as him to drop everything and just go and earn money along the way
just not as adventurous and daring as him
he trust in HIM that will provide him everything!
need to attend a wedding tomorrow, is a one of the reason that i am staying put here and didn't rush back to SJ
and i really thanks HIM for granting me a conference to attend as i have not attend one for quite some times
Thanks you GOD
there is lots of things for me to do and need to do and i know that i have been postponing it
yes i know that i really have time management problem and i am running away from it!
really need guidance from HIM and lead me the way
or just me fail to see the path
i need to complete a few task by tomorrow
need to get the ticket
remember to download the poster template
email the PPA
pack my trip
remember to wake up on Thurs for the conference!
enjoy myself!
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
lazy!
have not been writing here as was quite tied down to facebook and busy connecting with long long lost friends from secondary to primary school...... it was simply amazing that it can connect so many of us after so many years
and get us started to communicate with each other
some really look different from what was used to be and some just turn to be as what the teachers expectation to be.......
some were really active in facebook and some just put on an account only
of course the colleagues are in the same list, so any posting and remarks have to be sensitive as it can be a real bad reputation if comments were not given "politically" good
at first i was hoping to just to limit it to my long lost school friends but end up adding so many colleagues and current friends into in and sometimes it can be quite 'chaos" as not everyone get along with each other and the healthcare family here is so small
everyone know somebody type of system!
was away for a good holiday last month, went to Eastern Europe and i glad i did go ahead with it despite all the challenge i have to handle it
it was my first and i simply hope there will be more first time for other countries for me
yes,, i took up a tour package instead of F&E, i admit i was lazy and i totally have no confident in my travel partner for the planning as everything was "ok" as everyone know that is the most dangerous way of planning and i don't wish to waste my AL to get more stress than i have in works!
tour package, food, transport & places are all arrange and there was quite a lots of personal free times which i loves it as i taking my own times to re-explore and explore the places that i want
of course the down side of this tour, i get to see the real face of my travel partner and i was totally in shock
guess i shouldn't take it as the down side, just that GOD is telling me that stop judging a book by its cover
of course shock quite a number of close friend that my decision for the travel partner choice
well, most important is that i really enjoy MYSELF and I DESERVE IT
lots of time, we just have to stop dwelling time to consider about what other think about us on this and that....... just be ourself and just go for it
as long as i am not causing harm and intention or purposely cause it
i just have to answer to myself
bother to much at unnecessary thing is really wasting life away
no one can make me happy or sad except myself
why could i want to cause myself so much harm and destroy my own health
just do the things that makes me happy and just go for it
i have missed out lots of things because i worried so much of the "UNKNOWN" and scare and worry
no harm have lots of first times, at least i did try, right??
otherwise, i will never know if i like. hate or love it!
and get us started to communicate with each other
some really look different from what was used to be and some just turn to be as what the teachers expectation to be.......
some were really active in facebook and some just put on an account only
of course the colleagues are in the same list, so any posting and remarks have to be sensitive as it can be a real bad reputation if comments were not given "politically" good
at first i was hoping to just to limit it to my long lost school friends but end up adding so many colleagues and current friends into in and sometimes it can be quite 'chaos" as not everyone get along with each other and the healthcare family here is so small
everyone know somebody type of system!
was away for a good holiday last month, went to Eastern Europe and i glad i did go ahead with it despite all the challenge i have to handle it
it was my first and i simply hope there will be more first time for other countries for me
yes,, i took up a tour package instead of F&E, i admit i was lazy and i totally have no confident in my travel partner for the planning as everything was "ok" as everyone know that is the most dangerous way of planning and i don't wish to waste my AL to get more stress than i have in works!
tour package, food, transport & places are all arrange and there was quite a lots of personal free times which i loves it as i taking my own times to re-explore and explore the places that i want
of course the down side of this tour, i get to see the real face of my travel partner and i was totally in shock
guess i shouldn't take it as the down side, just that GOD is telling me that stop judging a book by its cover
of course shock quite a number of close friend that my decision for the travel partner choice
well, most important is that i really enjoy MYSELF and I DESERVE IT
lots of time, we just have to stop dwelling time to consider about what other think about us on this and that....... just be ourself and just go for it
as long as i am not causing harm and intention or purposely cause it
i just have to answer to myself
bother to much at unnecessary thing is really wasting life away
no one can make me happy or sad except myself
why could i want to cause myself so much harm and destroy my own health
just do the things that makes me happy and just go for it
i have missed out lots of things because i worried so much of the "UNKNOWN" and scare and worry
no harm have lots of first times, at least i did try, right??
otherwise, i will never know if i like. hate or love it!
Monday, May 11, 2009
influenza A
first it was called swine flu and it does not spread from pigs and change to "Influenza A (H1N1)" and it also and still makes the Mexico peoples been isolated from lot of country and some even banned them from entry into their country
since SARS in 2003, which was Black to many countries and cost the economic to crash all ways down and so does the life of citizens, it was a time of gloomy and scary.
not many people remember that and sad to say many Singaporeans have forget the painful of seeing the loved ones died and serving HQO alone and no contact except the CISCO camera and CISCO officers and HQO officers only for 10 days or more for some.
when MOH decided to step up to yellow for Singapore and ICUs' status was up too. Lots of Singaporeans don't understand despite press and news been out to "educate" them regarding of stepping in hospital.
the high flow of visitors using the Changi Airport also doesn't trigger the brain of many Singaporean to understand the need of extra caution
when MOH step up to Orange alert and most of time in hospital, despite working in N95 and full PPE to work and i am sure many HCWs are wasted lot of times in repeating the needs of visitors control...... and it still not control
was on nights shifts last week and most of time was on phone explaining why the is a need to have strictly visiting hours and one visitor only policy....
i know the screening staffs at level one have done their best and some just simply "bull" and insists to call up to the wards and demands to come in with the whole kampung
i still don't understand why still bring children to hospital during orange alert and let them running around while waiting
where is the common sense??
over-confidence?
doesn't SARS tell Singaporeans what can be happen just one Singaporean was infected in lift in HK and bring it back to Singapore and the deaths of her close family members
and the death of the HCWs whom was in contact with the index case??
yesterday, 10th May was Mothers' Day In Singapore and how many people still remember the Nursing Officer from TTSH whom died on Mothers' Day
her last moments with her family members was via a TV screen
for those whom complaint "waiting time is long" due to screening and restriction, the is no words to describe the selfishness of a person
since SARS in 2003, which was Black to many countries and cost the economic to crash all ways down and so does the life of citizens, it was a time of gloomy and scary.
not many people remember that and sad to say many Singaporeans have forget the painful of seeing the loved ones died and serving HQO alone and no contact except the CISCO camera and CISCO officers and HQO officers only for 10 days or more for some.
when MOH decided to step up to yellow for Singapore and ICUs' status was up too. Lots of Singaporeans don't understand despite press and news been out to "educate" them regarding of stepping in hospital.
the high flow of visitors using the Changi Airport also doesn't trigger the brain of many Singaporean to understand the need of extra caution
when MOH step up to Orange alert and most of time in hospital, despite working in N95 and full PPE to work and i am sure many HCWs are wasted lot of times in repeating the needs of visitors control...... and it still not control
was on nights shifts last week and most of time was on phone explaining why the is a need to have strictly visiting hours and one visitor only policy....
i know the screening staffs at level one have done their best and some just simply "bull" and insists to call up to the wards and demands to come in with the whole kampung
i still don't understand why still bring children to hospital during orange alert and let them running around while waiting
where is the common sense??
over-confidence?
doesn't SARS tell Singaporeans what can be happen just one Singaporean was infected in lift in HK and bring it back to Singapore and the deaths of her close family members
and the death of the HCWs whom was in contact with the index case??
yesterday, 10th May was Mothers' Day In Singapore and how many people still remember the Nursing Officer from TTSH whom died on Mothers' Day
her last moments with her family members was via a TV screen
for those whom complaint "waiting time is long" due to screening and restriction, the is no words to describe the selfishness of a person
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
need to think
few weeks ago, the internal post for Nurse Clinician is open and i am one of the candidates that been selected...... but SNM didn't said anything and didn't approach me either regarding the offer
should i take it up?? or i am up to it?
how long do i want to remain in current status?
how long will i stay on in clinical?
obviously i need to work..... or do it matter?
in the young days when we were students or newly graduates, always wonder how come certain people can be promoted, that kind of questions.....
thinking now, i also still ask why certain staff can be promoted?? does years of services and education qualifications is sufficient to become a clinician? or is a path that everyone must take it or leave it or be stagnant forever??
to be honest, in my life so far, i have seldom make such decision as anyone can say that i just float with what ever that come along to me .......
when come to making decision..... i am LOST!
have ask mother yesterday and her answer were do as what you want.... decide what you best wanted
can only decide for it and go for it and don't regret about it
is only 10 years as RN and there is still a long way to go
perhaps another 30years more to go
should i take it up?? or i am up to it?
how long do i want to remain in current status?
how long will i stay on in clinical?
obviously i need to work..... or do it matter?
in the young days when we were students or newly graduates, always wonder how come certain people can be promoted, that kind of questions.....
thinking now, i also still ask why certain staff can be promoted?? does years of services and education qualifications is sufficient to become a clinician? or is a path that everyone must take it or leave it or be stagnant forever??
to be honest, in my life so far, i have seldom make such decision as anyone can say that i just float with what ever that come along to me .......
when come to making decision..... i am LOST!
have ask mother yesterday and her answer were do as what you want.... decide what you best wanted
can only decide for it and go for it and don't regret about it
is only 10 years as RN and there is still a long way to go
perhaps another 30years more to go
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
new year
a new year is here and how is everyone doing?
economic is low and recession is everywhere
everyone is very worry about the future and most of country leader telling their citizens that it may take a few year for the economic to recover
there are millions of people out there are out of job!
so, for those who are still have iron bowl and still complaining the salary is too little, think about those that beg for a job to survival
economic is low and recession is everywhere
everyone is very worry about the future and most of country leader telling their citizens that it may take a few year for the economic to recover
there are millions of people out there are out of job!
so, for those who are still have iron bowl and still complaining the salary is too little, think about those that beg for a job to survival
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