lazy!

have not been writing here as was quite tied down to facebook and busy connecting with long long lost friends from secondary to primary school...... it was simply amazing that it can connect so many of us after so many years

and get us started to communicate with each other

some really look different from what was used to be and some just turn to be as what the teachers expectation to be.......

some were really active in facebook and some just put on an account only

of course the colleagues are in the same list, so any posting and remarks have to be sensitive as it can be a real bad reputation if comments were not given "politically" good


at first i was hoping to just to limit it to my long lost school friends but end up adding so many colleagues and current friends into in and sometimes it can be quite 'chaos" as not everyone get along with each other and the healthcare family here is so small

everyone know somebody type of system!

was away for a good holiday last month, went to Eastern Europe and i glad i did go ahead with it despite all the challenge i have to handle it

it was my first and i simply hope there will be more first time for other countries for me

yes,, i took up a tour package instead of F&E, i admit i was lazy and i totally have no confident in my travel partner for the planning as everything was "ok" as everyone know that is the most dangerous way of planning and i don't wish to waste my AL to get more stress than i have in works!

tour package, food, transport & places are all arrange and there was quite a lots of personal free times which i loves it as i taking my own times to re-explore and explore the places that i want

of course the down side of this tour, i get to see the real face of my travel partner and i was totally in shock

guess i shouldn't take it as the down side, just that GOD is telling me that stop judging a book by its cover

of course shock quite a number of close friend that my decision for the travel partner choice

well, most important is that i really enjoy MYSELF and I DESERVE IT

lots of time, we just have to stop dwelling time to consider about what other think about us on this and that....... just be ourself and just go for it

as long as i am not causing harm and intention or purposely cause it

i just have to answer to myself

bother to much at unnecessary thing is really wasting life away

no one can make me happy or sad except myself

why could i want to cause myself so much harm and destroy my own health

just do the things that makes me happy and just go for it

i have missed out lots of things because i worried so much of the "UNKNOWN" and scare and worry

no harm have lots of first times, at least i did try, right??

otherwise, i will never know if i like. hate or love it!