this week is my AL and i actually have no plan of going overseas if not for the constraint of financial that i am having..... not really that i can't afford it
just that is always good to have some save as no one know when the stormy days will be arriving'
of course is not that i am having a potential "golden handshake" type of job
don't get me wrong, i really enjoy traveling and really wish to see the world like my friend Frederick but i am not as brave as him to drop everything and just go and earn money along the way
just not as adventurous and daring as him
he trust in HIM that will provide him everything!
need to attend a wedding tomorrow, is a one of the reason that i am staying put here and didn't rush back to SJ
and i really thanks HIM for granting me a conference to attend as i have not attend one for quite some times
Thanks you GOD
there is lots of things for me to do and need to do and i know that i have been postponing it
yes i know that i really have time management problem and i am running away from it!
really need guidance from HIM and lead me the way
or just me fail to see the path
i need to complete a few task by tomorrow
need to get the ticket
remember to download the poster template
email the PPA
pack my trip
remember to wake up on Thurs for the conference!
enjoy myself!
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
lazy!
have not been writing here as was quite tied down to facebook and busy connecting with long long lost friends from secondary to primary school...... it was simply amazing that it can connect so many of us after so many years
and get us started to communicate with each other
some really look different from what was used to be and some just turn to be as what the teachers expectation to be.......
some were really active in facebook and some just put on an account only
of course the colleagues are in the same list, so any posting and remarks have to be sensitive as it can be a real bad reputation if comments were not given "politically" good
at first i was hoping to just to limit it to my long lost school friends but end up adding so many colleagues and current friends into in and sometimes it can be quite 'chaos" as not everyone get along with each other and the healthcare family here is so small
everyone know somebody type of system!
was away for a good holiday last month, went to Eastern Europe and i glad i did go ahead with it despite all the challenge i have to handle it
it was my first and i simply hope there will be more first time for other countries for me
yes,, i took up a tour package instead of F&E, i admit i was lazy and i totally have no confident in my travel partner for the planning as everything was "ok" as everyone know that is the most dangerous way of planning and i don't wish to waste my AL to get more stress than i have in works!
tour package, food, transport & places are all arrange and there was quite a lots of personal free times which i loves it as i taking my own times to re-explore and explore the places that i want
of course the down side of this tour, i get to see the real face of my travel partner and i was totally in shock
guess i shouldn't take it as the down side, just that GOD is telling me that stop judging a book by its cover
of course shock quite a number of close friend that my decision for the travel partner choice
well, most important is that i really enjoy MYSELF and I DESERVE IT
lots of time, we just have to stop dwelling time to consider about what other think about us on this and that....... just be ourself and just go for it
as long as i am not causing harm and intention or purposely cause it
i just have to answer to myself
bother to much at unnecessary thing is really wasting life away
no one can make me happy or sad except myself
why could i want to cause myself so much harm and destroy my own health
just do the things that makes me happy and just go for it
i have missed out lots of things because i worried so much of the "UNKNOWN" and scare and worry
no harm have lots of first times, at least i did try, right??
otherwise, i will never know if i like. hate or love it!
and get us started to communicate with each other
some really look different from what was used to be and some just turn to be as what the teachers expectation to be.......
some were really active in facebook and some just put on an account only
of course the colleagues are in the same list, so any posting and remarks have to be sensitive as it can be a real bad reputation if comments were not given "politically" good
at first i was hoping to just to limit it to my long lost school friends but end up adding so many colleagues and current friends into in and sometimes it can be quite 'chaos" as not everyone get along with each other and the healthcare family here is so small
everyone know somebody type of system!
was away for a good holiday last month, went to Eastern Europe and i glad i did go ahead with it despite all the challenge i have to handle it
it was my first and i simply hope there will be more first time for other countries for me
yes,, i took up a tour package instead of F&E, i admit i was lazy and i totally have no confident in my travel partner for the planning as everything was "ok" as everyone know that is the most dangerous way of planning and i don't wish to waste my AL to get more stress than i have in works!
tour package, food, transport & places are all arrange and there was quite a lots of personal free times which i loves it as i taking my own times to re-explore and explore the places that i want
of course the down side of this tour, i get to see the real face of my travel partner and i was totally in shock
guess i shouldn't take it as the down side, just that GOD is telling me that stop judging a book by its cover
of course shock quite a number of close friend that my decision for the travel partner choice
well, most important is that i really enjoy MYSELF and I DESERVE IT
lots of time, we just have to stop dwelling time to consider about what other think about us on this and that....... just be ourself and just go for it
as long as i am not causing harm and intention or purposely cause it
i just have to answer to myself
bother to much at unnecessary thing is really wasting life away
no one can make me happy or sad except myself
why could i want to cause myself so much harm and destroy my own health
just do the things that makes me happy and just go for it
i have missed out lots of things because i worried so much of the "UNKNOWN" and scare and worry
no harm have lots of first times, at least i did try, right??
otherwise, i will never know if i like. hate or love it!
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