starting to love more on myself

i am not really sure if i really understand myself or fully aware of myself

but i know that i have neglect myself and lots of things happen is partly due to my own faults....... the cause start from me!!

not really sure if i well spend the money or really good in manage my on financial

i know if i don't start to love myself or be more selfish more to myself

i will just end up regretting later,,,,,......

GOD plan for me... i am not really sure but like what other have share with me is to enjoy the scenery and the journey while i am on the path that been created by GOD for me

i may not see what is the in front of me but at least i have to understand the path that created for me

happy that the SC is here and i need to be more awake and aware of the situation going on.....

went to watch the KungFu Panda movie and the message was; is not where you come from and what you don't have... is what you want to be and how you want to be

it goes back to the message from GOD that we still looking and thinking of the closed door but forget about the open windows

i really hope that i will stop staring and thinking about the closed doors

and really appreciation the opening of windows and bigger window than door!!