Today attending a pre-retreat meeting and i didn't realise that i am so behind time as the role of promotion, most of the staff that attended are younger than me in years of services and many aim for high.
Be royal and hardworking is no longer an asset in an organization or personal resume, as more as "inflexible" and stupid for leading a routine working life. Guess not just our parents advices is not usefully but is no longer be value by this current trend of organization.
Work smart not work hard!
Indeed hit me hard and i don't really expect that all this is going on and i am so ignore of it!
Look early and jump out of the boiling soup fast and to an evergreen land is still safer with lots of opportunities and chances out there.
Many years ago when I know that I will be transferring to the Resp Ward and i was having nightmares and lots of things i have to struggles and looking back and it was one of the best experiences that ever happen to me!
Guess GOD have plan for me and when i stop resisting it and accept it, it was much softer and gentle.
Am i not really sure if i am following GOD plan or i have skip off from the path that HE plan for me
I know lots of times i am to blame for myself and i lacks of perseverance's and motivation to go on or even to start it
Shame on myself..........
All this dragging and non-selfless acts have cost on my own happiness...........
a lots times things we done for our own is not taken seriously and at the end of the days is all own self at loss
there is no one to blame as only me, myself and mine life!
Start to love myself and live for myself!
For the past 32years and looking back and regret is very too late!
How many more 32years more to look back???
Saturday, March 6, 2010
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