Long bus ride home

Went to Sentosa today to attend a Nutritional Immunology talk and it was good and still wonder why so many people still don't practice the "correct" lifestyle when we have the knowledge and also knew the purpose of it..... and i am included inside that group too :(

Have not really been to Sentosa for many years and few years ago went there to attend colleague's wedding dinner and only see it from VIVO city.... everything is still under construction and it really packed as today is the beginning of school holiday and all the hotel are fully booked... is the Singapore and Malaysia school holiday season!! Somehow the so many construction going on and tourists still wandering around, kind of like Dubai.

Too been honest, the desktop is having the chronic disease and quite lots of people have advised me to change instead of repair as now day the parts are quite expensive and computer are cheap!! No matter how cheap also caused at least 2K! That not an easy money to save!! 2K can get me to another round of tour!! Holiday!!

Anyway, if i didn't get it this week then i might just have to wait till the next IT Fair?? Actually, i think tomorrow will drop by there to have a look and most probably get one. Actually quite miss the current one as long the unable-to-start-disease is not flair up!!

Do i really need a computer?? If i didn't get one need one, as well to cancel the broadband subscription as no one is surf the nets except me....
If no computer, how to do my works???

Might just get one, no need to be so high tech or latest technology like the 3D games... a laptop will do...

Need to save up some $$$ as got a few tours i wish to go!! Really did want to attend the personal-forum-session but afraid i will end up with too much $$$ spent!

After a few rounds of walking in a very much crowded shopping center, i decided to take a bus home, which take the twice amount of travelling times if i take the MRT. It was full but i still manage to get a seat for the 40minutes journey!

There is so much of flash back of times of all the bus-journeys in the pasts.......
Life still go on even i wish for a time-freeze...
I know time will not stop for me.....
The hurt will always been there.......
Is not somethings to look forward for.....
Is not somethings to talk about........
Is not somethings to hold on for too long......
I know i have let-go but there is not regret now
Everything happen for a reason

My room is still cluster = hoarding ,, according to Oprah, it will affect my life if all this cluster is not remove......
am i still unconsciously still affected by it......
i don't seem to be able to be cluster-free
same things will just keep repeat and repeat!

more like i am torturing my life...... murdering my own life